Insomnia
“I’ll rest when I’m dead” has been my motto for some time, and it’s worked pretty well. But lately, this whole thing - Anatomy Trains, KMI, managing Clarks Cove - has got so big that I cannot possibly keep up; in fact I will never catch up. So my choice is to relax amidst the chaos.
It’s a strategy, but one that will take some learning. Last week, in the mist of launching this site against some pretty heavy headwinds from the designers, I just kept calming myself - until I came up sick, emotionally drained, and depressed. I now think my occasional (or some would say frequent) shows of temper have an important balancing effect.
Still, I need to stay relaxed amidst the hurly-burly of all this development around me.