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“Suffering” vs. release

Wednesday, March 3rd, 2010

A student reaches out with some concerns: They are so poignant, and many practitioners can find themselves in this place, so we are posting it here:

When I first started KMI - SI practice with my novice hands, I had many clients have emotional releases during their series.

Now, I am finding that these emotional releases are not happening, or at least they are not exhibited.

I am questioning myself, what is going on?

My hands are far more sensitive to where the “stickiness” is now than before.

I explain to my client that it is about us working together and that they have some control in the session as to how much they are ready to “take” or experience or release.

I so do not want to be the “pain giver”. and I do not want to be the “decider” or the “controller”. I want them to want to have the release.

However, even as I have gained touch education, I am questioning myself, “Am I as effective?” “Am I ‘giving’ in?” In my efforts to not “push” the uncomfortable parts of the experience am I actually doing a “dis-service” to them?

Please guide me. I know when you (Tom) or Larry worked on me, it was painful. But I was in it for the whole, I was a student of the work and I could trust you because I knew you knew. But what about the client? I don’t have your clout. I want them to walk out saying to their friends, “wow, I feel so much more in my body, and feel free” I don’t want “yeah I feel good, but it was sooo painful”.

I don’t want a reputation of the “pain lady” but I want to help them really get to the bottom of it and “get it OUT’. otherwise, they just revert back to who they were.

I see amazing changes in most of my clients at the end, so I know I am doing the series well, but I am out here to create lasting changes.

When I see them later, If they did NOT let go of the emotional memory in the tissue, they revert to their old pattern and of course they just rebuild what I softened.

So, my question is:

Am I being too “nice”? Do I need to go to the place where they have to “suffer” in order to release?

My saying, “if you become bored, you become boring”.

…..and I most certainly am not bored yet I would love to increase my skills.

We all know that suffering brings a new perspective. Like taking a sauna and sweating, but after the cleansing feels great.

I am just not sure how much to “push it”? Please let me know your thoughts on this.

Thank you for your great question. It is a delicate and fluctuating balance between giving the client control or authority over their own process and being their guide to the terra incognita in their own bodies / selves.

While none of us wants to be the ‘pain giver’, we are also not in the relaxation massage paradigm of simply making the client comfortable. Going into their areas of ’sensori-motor amnesia’ and fascial stuckness is not pain-free. It didn’t get sticky and forgotten because it was an easy area - these emotionally stuck areas are generally full of fear, guilt, grief, or anger - and more likely a sticky mess of them all.

The level of pain is absolutely in control of the client and the attentive engagement of the practitioner with the process is paramount, but many practitioners arrive at a place where they ‘know what they don’t know’ and pull back from actually opening this new territory, settling instead for comforting the client.

Courage! Yes, there are times when, if you wish to get the release, you must ‘push’ (gently, sensitively, but with the knowledge that ‘it furthers one to cross the great water’) into their tissues, into their non-experienced places. So it doesn’t have to be painful all the time, but you should be building a relationship of confidence with the client so that when you find / see / sense an area that needs to be opened for their psychological / somatic / spiritual fulfillment, you have the courage and the rapport to go there.

But if you don’t want to look at the reversion in six months, it must be rooted out. Yes, the deracination of a pattern can be painful or disturbing, but ‘yeah it felt good but it didn’t last long enough to justify the investment’ is not the reaction we want either.

No one wants to be the ‘pain lady’, but get used to is - people like to exaggerate their experiences, and often these folks refer to you quite often, despite their names. As George Goodheart said of Ida Rolf, ‘You swear at her before you swear by her.”

Of course, if you feel out of your depth with any given client, you can always recommend some therapy to accompany or follow your sessions.

But it is not uncommon to have the fearless luck of the innocent when first starting out, followed by the caution of the ’sophomore’ - and this is where I think you are right now. Can you find the middle ground - stay informed, but still explore new territory for both you and the client? This way lies release for them and satisfaction for you of a job well and truly done.

Without it, you can still be a good practitioner, as you have seen, but what you are longing to regain is the essence and joy of this work, but now you must mount the horse again with more knowledge.

Thanks for the questioning, and move forward with courage toward the spiritual healing I know you can do. Nothing else is really worth our time and theirs.

—Tom

SciAm 3: Glial Consciousness

Friday, November 27th, 2009

Reading the Nov ‘09 issue of Scientific American in post-Thanksgiving tryptophane torpor yields these developments in Spatial Medicine:

http://www.scientificamerican.com/article.cfm?id=new-culprits-in-chronic-pain

Now, this is a very exciting finding for my concept of ‘Spatial Medicine’; it is a further development from the original research reported in Sci Am in ‘The Other Half of the Brain’, referenced in Ch 1 of Anatomy Trains. It is a fact that there are nine times as many connective tissue cells in the central nervous system as there are neurons. All the research has concentrated on the electrical neurons, and almost none on the glia (meaning ‘glue’, the general name for these mesodermally-derived connective tissue cell types such as astrocytes, monocytes, oligodendrocytes, Schwann cells, microglia, melanocytes, etc.

Even this article championing glia fails to mention their now well-established role in brain structuring in embryological development (also referenced in Ch 1 of Anatomy Trains) - the glia build the neurons into a working brain. They also form the fatty myelin that insulates the nerves, and they certainly perform their traditionally assigned role of helping to supply the neurons with glucose and oxygen faster than the poor stressed-out, stretched-out, action-potentiating axons can do it themselves.

But:

Their role in consciousness has been completely ignored until recently, when their role in feeling was sketched in in the article referenced above. Now, in this article, that sketch is filled in some more (at least in my understanding) by detailing their role in chronic pain. You can read the article for the neurological loop that can sustain chronic pain long after the injury is healed; my interest here is in how the glia and neurons work together to produce the chemistry of consciousness.

As my students know, I believe consciousness is a distributed phenomenon, not localized solely in the brain. Even if we admit the brain is important (of course it is), there are thousands of miles of capillaries in the brain, and 9 times as many connective tissue cells as neurons, so all three holistic communicating systems of the body (see Anatomy trains, Ch 1) can be involved in the brain’s production of awareness. And every time they fill in the ‘how’, they seem to confirm my theories.

We have long seen the nervous system as a string of electrical wires that create the ‘computer’ of the body. Of course we know it is ‘wetware’, and that the computer model is both too durable and inadequate at the same time. For one simple thing, the ‘wires’ are not connected up, and require this seemingly inefficient chemical squirting of neurotransmitters between one axonal end plate and the next neuron’s dendrites.

‘Inefficient’ for an electrical engineer interested in speed and accuracy of transmission, but not for a biological organism with other constraints. As Candace Pert has documented in Molecules of Emotion, neuropeptides pour through these synaptic clefts, altering their ‘tone’ and setting the ‘feeling’ state for the whole set of wires, or just a local set of wires. More than 200 of these ‘messenger molecules’ have been discovered, and receptor sites for many of them have been found on all the cells of the body, not just the dendritic receptors.

So now what we see in this new research is that the glial cells, particularly astrocytes and microglia, gather around the synaptic gap, sopping up extra neurotransmitter, sometimes dispensing it out again to augment signaling. They also release growth factors to neurons that are injured, and also release signaling cytokines to bring in the immune system to fight infection or begin healing. It is when these mechanisms go wrong that a positive feedback loop can be established that implicate the glia in some persistent chronic neuropathic pain. Drugs are being developed.

Beyond the drugs, however, we see the interaction between the connective tissue network in the brain combining with the neurons to produce consciousness. I predict further findings detailing an increasingly recognized role for the glia in awareness. Less established would be some kind of communication (via the pia mater? the microvacuolar collagenic dynamic absorbing system of Guimberteau?) between the glia of the brain and the rest of the extracellular matrix that we deal with every day. But stay tuned, for such connections will be forthcoming if it is indeed that three whole networks - in other words, our whole body - that is aware.

FRC Final: Op-Ed

Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009

In the aftermath… (uh, sorry, afterglow) of the FRC, here are a few thoughts on the context of the event and the development for the future:

The most publicly heartfelt moment was when Jim Oschman, fascial prophet and energy medicine guru (http://www.energyresearch.bizland.com/index.html), was honored by Tom Findlay and Helene Langevin at the end of the first day. You could feel their bubble and squeaky joy in giving him an honor, and his bark and woof of joy in receiving it. A somewhat odd choice, in that Jim has done no research, and his literature search has sometimes been out in the left field of unsupported speculation. But he has been so right on concerning several major points, and he held the lamp up for research for many, many years when no one else could seem to coalesce around its value - so I am glad my old friend got the honor.

This conference was not as electric as the first conference in 2007, and in some ways not as ‘good’. But it was very much in the directly unfolding line of this fascinating process of investigating fascial properties. It will take a number of conferences over a decade, I should think, to get the balance right, and even then it should be dynamically changing over time.

In the last conference, the gulf between the clinicians and the researchers was mountainous, and though it was clear that we were climbing the same mountain by the end of the conference, it was also clear that it would take some time to meet at the top. Perhaps the most important part of the 2007 conference was simply getting the scientists, many of whom were working on fascia from many different fields and thus did not know of each other, together to see each others’ work.

By this conference, major issues emerged:

• The architecture of fascia: particularly what is made to stick and what is made to slide, and how and why does that happen, and how does one switch to the other in pathology?

• Epi- and intra-muscular fascial force transmission is another big area of exploration that will have practical consequences to assessment and treatment.

• In terms of machinery, ultrasound imaging and computer modeling of fascial forces and remodeling shows great promise.

• The exact role of inflammation in fascial repair - when is it doing good, when does it go too far and over-correct - looks a good avenue for further study.

• And I personally am over the moon about van der Wal’s concept of the ‘dynament’, though I am not sure I can get many of my colleagues to jump so high in its favor - but I plan to champion it in an article or two.

A few suggestions for the next time:

1) One symptom of ’second conference-itis’ was too much of too little. While clearly every effort was being made to be inclusive of the many professional as well as scientific approaches, the review committee could perhaps be seen this time as being just a little too inclusive, It would be good next time if the short presentations could be a bit fewer but of higher quality research.

2) I suppose it is too much to ask that good scientists also be good presenters, and how would you screen for this anyway? but when we can read the slides that they are bent into the mike repeating word for word in a monotone of heavily accented English, perhaps these folks (and certainly the attendees) are better served by appearing as a poster presentation.

A word to the researchers: You have been given a short time to present your work. We know it’s short; you know in advance it is short. Practice. Leave out those 40 supporting slides, and get us to the conclusion before the last 15 seconds! The number of presenters arriving at this congress, for which we have all paid substantial money, who were confused about Power Point, and who allowed minute descriptions of their lab methods to overtake the presentation of their findings was disappointing.

3) We need discussion. So far the emphasis has been on ‘discussion’ between the scientists and clinicians, so that we find out about what each other do. This discussion is fairly fruitless, with a few exceptions, because of the gulf I mentioned above. There are three areas for discussion that I think would be more fruitful:

• A time at the end of the conference for digestion and synthesis of the conference’s main themes, but in terms of the science and the implications. I imagine questions along the line of: “If I put these findings over here up against that line of research there, does this mean…?”

• I would love to hear a discussion among the scientists as to what constitutes good research and where the holes are. Unarmed with the experienced inner skeptic of a Solomonow, I have instead an ‘inner gull’. Everything presented seems very sound and well-done when I hear it, and I am inclined to believe it, even though I know by now that I cannot take what happens to pig fascia in a petri dish and immediately apply it to my practice.

My common experience in this conference, however, was that in the break following a presentation, I could run across someone who had an equally convincing story of why the research I had just heard was weak, flawed, or simply not what shows up in the experienced practitioner’s common results.

Therefore I could use some critical review of what we have heard - not to ad hominem attacks, but asking the senior scientists to have the courage to correct the younger, and the courage of the younger to be willing to be wrong.

• Finally, it would be good to have some education for the clinicians. If the scientists need to talk to each other, then the clinicians need to learn to listen with a more practiced ear. This is not the time, my dear friends and fellow practitioners, to grandstand for your method. This is not a political movement manning the barricades of the resistance to our arts in the health care system, or a professional convention where touting your wares is more par for the course. This is certainly not the time to hog the bully pulpit. Mr Dommerholt, in the service of your small contribution to the whole, no matter how important you think you are to the healing of the world.

The fundamental ticket to enter this hall - be you researcher of clinician or both - is the willingness to fall, willingness to be wrong in the search for reliable truth. Evidence-based research, even good evidence-based research, even established findings - they all get overturned in the course of time, so the researchers, though understandably wedded to the results they obtained with so much perspiration, must come in open to a better method, turning toward the unexpected by being shown a salient factor they missed, or given an alternative explanation that fits more facts.

My experience was that the scientists are more imbued in that attitude, while (some) clinicians arrived in a more stuck place. Clinicians - be they rolfers, acupuncturists, myofascial release therapists or Bowenites - sometimes present more strongly held views on the rightness of their cause than they have any cause to. The scientists indulged the clinicians touching but naive faith in the ability of their particular method to invariably sort out intractable problems, based on no more than their unavoidably self-interested results in a self-selecting practice and a large body of healing lore’ that we all carry around with us in place of the science we do not yet have.

I am not willing to be so generous with my own group: Practitioners: shut up, sit down, listen, and if you don’t like what you hear, then put up some money or do the sweat work to get some answering research done. Don’t kvetch, and please don’t embarrass us further by kvetching from the place of such extreme ignorance of the special method of sharing that science is.

So I say to my fellow clinicians: Come humbly to the temple of science. No one is questioning that you do good in the world, that your work is worthwhile, that you are part of the solution not the problem. But likewise, however much you know it works, you (we, all of us) know so little about how it works. So these conferences become searches for clues, clues which may lead to established facts that fly in the face of some of our dearly-held beliefs, but will ultimately, I am sure, confirm the healing power of the structured touch we are so enthusiastic about. Coming in with a political agenda, an ego drive, or an unshakable conviction based solely on anecdote only slows the process of discovery, for you and everyone else. A little of the dispassion the Buddha showed would drape well over some of these angry and self-interested shoulders.

“Can you show me why I failed with this patient?” is a much more interesting question than “Can you confirm my prejudice about why I am succeeding with these patients?”

So some guided discussion among the clinicians would result in more precise questions for the researchers, to take some of some of the discrepancies I heard in the corridors and elevators, over a coffee or an outside break. The importance of these moments was mentioned in the last hour by the organizer Peter Huijing, but I believe much more use could be made of this process by bringing it inside toward the end of the conference, and organizing it into more incisive questions for what research would actually serve to answer clinicians’ questions and disputes.

The next conference will be early in 2012 in Vancouver. I plan to be there. There is enough discovery in these events, enough ‘being confused at a higher level’, to make the visit worthwhile, despite the frustrations I feel from both sides.

FRC: The Court Jester

Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009

Moshe Solomonow (http://www.uchsc.edu/ortho/bioeng/faculty.html) stands out as perhaps the most interesting personality among the top scientists at the FRC. Look at the number of published research papers this guy has: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/sites/entrez?cmd=search&db=pubmed&term=Solomonow%20M[au]&dispmax=50

I cannot speak to his science, having read little and understood less - though he has a pioneering reputation and a fierce dedication to good science and he is the world’s expert on ligamentous creep and hysteresis (that doesn’t sound good, does it?). A large and imposing man whose light brown suits cover a good 20 stone with a high balding dome and a deeply-carved face of a Levantine merchant that can go from haughty to twinkle and back again without warning.

In the first conference Moshe played the heirophant to the point of being papist - ‘just read my research, it’s all there’ . I didn’t feel he was entering the field of inquiry with the right attitude, and he quite put me off with his sniffiness and lordly manner. How different was my reaction this time! How different was he this time, marching to the microphone at the end of someone’s presentation, and how the presenters must have braced themselves when they saw him coming.

Some people’s backs were still put up by his attacks, sometimes quite forceful and occasionally bordering on belligerent, against the weakness in the science he saw presented in some of the sessions - and even at that he seemed to be restraining himself.

Seeing his large body slope toward the microphone, coattails flapping, would bring us all awake and bring the speaker to an autonomic sweat. Though the tone of the questioning could be a little badgering, the questions were always salient and often brilliant, looking around corners to the next steps in related research, finding the holes in the way the data was collected that no one else could see, or suggesting a new approach to the problem the research was meant to address.

Last time Solomonow was a brooding presence, who struck me as self-important and not open to new ideas. This time, he seems increasingly like a godsend, our Socrates of the Fascial Research Congresses; I hope he will stay in his position as the Court Jester, in its original sense of the only one who can bring the king down to account. Moshe Solomonow may seem a bit abrasive to some or even cut the figure of the Fool to others, but to me this man seemed key: showing the willingness to engage constructively with other scientists, to risk critical feedback in hopes of improving our knowledge and making more straight the zig-zagging course of scientific progress in our field.

Moshe is a sailor, I found out when I sat with him for a bit, who had a boat in New Orleans until Katrina blew it away. So, to honor his honesty and edginess and his hand on the tiller, my next post will attempt to speak to my group of practitioners in the same way.

Moshe has so totally earned his right to grandstand; the same does not apply to the clinicians.

FRC Day 4

Friday, October 30th, 2009

The 4th day of the Fascial Research Conference was just a half day, so there was much thrusting of cards into hands, exchanges of papers and emails, deferred conversations now hurried. The presentations were interesting, especially that of Can Yucesoy from Turkey, who modeled a complex interaction of elastic and contractile muscle and various fascial properties to get a good model of Epimuscular Force Transmission (EFT) another of those three-letter acronyms you’re likely to be reading about.

One note though - I have long noticed the obliquely crossing fibers in the crural fascia (making every cadaver look like they are wearing argyle socks under their fat), as ell circumferential fibers. Why these oblique lines? Richard Nichols shows how they (might - always might, in science, but it looks pretty logical, like most lies) contribute to coronal (medio-lateral ) stability.

One other interesting bit: The GTO’s (Golgi Tendon Organs) are known for their inhibitory effect on their related muscle firing - in other words, stimulate the GTO’s to get the muscle to relax. This reflex action tends to go from down-to-up in the leg while climbing a hill, and switch to from up-to-down when descending a hill. In downhill walking, the ‘propelling’ muscles are inhibited, enhancing your brakes.

After lunch, Tom Findlay and Robert kindly invited me up onstage to be on the panel to help close out the conference. I continued my defense of the hand over machine, and hoped for some more ‘loose chaotic networking’ as Robert joked.

In the end, it was very much worth it for me. It did not have quite the same spirit as the first congress - second attempts often suffer for being just that. The science was not as good, some of the breakout sessions were just bad - badly presented, or bad science. The clinicians presenting their stuff to scientists were often worse - sometimes bum-scrunchingly so - self-aggrandising and reporting only their successes, and claiming far more than they actually could. Discipline of mind does not come easily to the therapist, it seems, and discipline of heart comes hard to some of the scientists.

But this is all part of the developing rapport among scientists in differing fields, part due to letting in more trades - surgeons and engineers as well as fascial researchers - and in part due to the confused but exploratory fingers of the therapists wiggling their way into the world of defined research. It’s a long journey, but so far a fun and rewarding one.

Body Control Pilates Conference

Wednesday, September 16th, 2009

Back in the Sates now from the Body Control Pilates Conference in London - actually it was held at the prestigious Royal College of Physicians and Surgeons at the edge of Regent’s Park (although it was the weekend, and no surgeons seemed to be about as the conference had taken over the whole building).

Lynne Robinson and her husband Leigh have developed a very strong and influential organization - the exercises on my flight home, the British Airways in-flight TV stretches etc. to save you from going stiff and swollen on the long haul flights had been developed by - you guessed it - Body Control Pilates.

The conference was large and fun. I got to meet Elizabeth Larkham who has been using the Anatomy Trains in Pilates, and saw Wendy Arbuckle, who did part of our KMI training to help her grasp of Pilates. With 7 workshops in three days, some with over 100 people, I am knackered, though everyone was very helpful. Thanks especially to Misty, Charlotte, Tim, and Jacqui.

Fresh round

Monday, September 7th, 2009

Freshly ’round from the fresh and round faces of Mancunian physiotherapists with their fresh, round northern accents and their fresh, round-eyed unspoiled children, I dive into the jaded atmosphere of London to pick up my daughter and wing off to France.

In the midst of America’s discussion on health care, it was jarring to hear how discouraged these physios were / are with British National Health System. I have said ‘Bring it on’ when nay-sayers bring up the specter of ’socialized’ medicine as if this were an automatic disqualification - and I do think we need something similar to cover the poor and replace our ridiculously expensive and profit-driven system. But these people were complaining about exactly the bureaucratic inefficiency and niggling pettiness in the NHS that the town-hallers are warning us against.